-Release Me-

We all must have a release button. If not released we have all this darkness that starts to fester inside. Some of us are very structured which is good if you can handle when things become UN-structured out of one's control. I find that I as well as watching others that we play as a distraction for others by carrying the burdens of worrying over another. I work daily in releasing though momentary feelings. If I choose not to they become toxic to me. We begin to wonder why we are so tense, and sore all the time. We may just simply forget to stop and breathe. Writing in this blog is becoming newly addictive, yet healing for me. I am releasing. Did you know that we are all healers? Actually it is said that when we feel the need to help someone it is something we are wanting to heal within ourselves. It is a beautiful thing when it becomes an exchange on energies, and not over-taken by another. If so we must be aware of the signs and quickly grab our chalk and draw a circle around us. Quickly now I say, we mustn't hesitate on this very note. Fear , I say is not existent! It is something we create in our ego. Such as I. I get lost there (my ego) more than I like to count. Knowing better doesn't change anything other than becoming stronger in over coming it. If I had my honest choice I would live on an Island with my Husband, and animals where there would be no speak of English other than ours. Then again I wouldn't grow so much for the only challenge may be is finding food. As C.S. Lewis once stated, "If we didn't have the negatives, we wouldn't be able to appreciate the positives." He said it some way like that. Or maybe it was in one of his movies. I liiike it anyway. So true C.S., so true. Keep telling me...